I am sitting in the waiting room - waiting - again.... They just wheeled her away from me just moments ago. I seemed to have developed a small leak of the brain right about in the eyeball area. I held off while she was with me, we talked about everything, there were plenty of people with me to help distract me - and Amy. I am gonna read a couple of Psalms - 91 is just so comforting when you don't know the outcome.
"He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty." - vs 1
Just rest - He is in charge. Have the faith to just rest in that He is good and He is able. Don't worry about lymph nodes, don't worry about further treatments, whether or not things will get more crazy than they already have. Things have been crazy leading up to this day, but He has definitely been leading. How we arrived at this day, how we arrived at this facility, everything has been under His lead. So now we just rest, remembering that He will not let anything happen to Amy that He doesn't have a plan for. Although the breaking of the news way back in September took us all by surprise, it didn't surprise God. Not one bit.
"Though a thousand may fall at your right side, and ten thousand and your right hand, it will not come nigh thee"
God will keep her in His hand.
Dale